Time can kill the greatest of men.
Even the strongest find themselves on the floor.
It Doesn't have to be this way.
Time keeps moving on and on.
Fragile time can not waste again.
Fragile time can't be laid to rest.
Fragile time can lead you to the grave or fragile time can start eternity.
It kills their walk, I watch them wash away.
Its all worth while.
Time goes on.

i just got back from watching The Passion, whut a good movie. Man whut an intense movie, makes you think look at things alittle differently, well to me anyways. But anyways you should all check it out..whoevers reading this. And always know, I'LL BE WATCHING YOU!!!

Date:	2004-02-20 10:34
Subject:	Dog Sitting
Security:	Public
Mood:	amused
Music:	Mewithoutyou----Nice and Blue

Wow dog sitting is an interesting Job, i'm thinking about making it a career haha yea get paid to walk dogs all day. I'm watching this little maltise dog, its hyper and likes to eat. I was thinkin maybe i would make it some bacon and eggs and just let it munch all day, but i'd probably kill it, probably give me a bad name in the Dog sitting buisness if i did. Oh well, at least i'm gettin paid and at least its a tiny ass dog. I really feel like a giant, like i could crush this dog under my thumb, but i won't. I'm not mean. But i do feel powerful hahaha i could crush you dog and you don't even know it mwahahaha. Well peace i gotta go walk this dog before it soils my moms indoor plants hahaha maybe i'll just let him....

Date:	2004-02-08 21:18
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	depressed

Yet another day seems like it’s wasted
You don’t feel you’re any closer to the prize
A dead end job where there’s no future
Praying that tomorrow things won’t be this way
Things will get better this I promise you
And I know that you won’t feel this way forever
Things will get better this I promise you
And I know loneliness won’t last forever
Yet another day, another tired morning
You’re catching up to your intentions
You’re thinking life has to be easier than this
Maybe tomorrow things won’t be this way
Loneliness won’t last forever
I promise with all that’s in me to leave this emptiness behind

Date:	2004-02-07 22:11
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	mellow
Music:	Grand Funk Railroad

Wonder whut is was like to live in the 60's, probably trippy as hell hahaha.
Man i fuckin hate living right now.

Date:	2004-02-06 18:34
Subject:	why can't we all be rich
Security:	Public
Mood:	cheerful
Music:	Danzig----MOTHER

MAn it blows not having any money. To bad we're all greedy, maybe life would be different. But thats not gonna change. MOney makes the world go round, an makes people fuckin assholes too. Oh well screw it.
I think being a nice guy sucks, hasn't gotten me any where. Nothin but nothin. I think i'm gonna start being a bad ass and push people around. Not just any people, i'm talkin bout the bad ass people noone messes with, like little kids an old people. Maybe then i'll get somewhere. But thats not me, i'm destined to be a nice guy. Ah well mean people suck. Nice people get stoned hahahaha peace out all you motha funkas!!!

Date:	2004-01-27 17:46
Subject:	School
Security:	Public
Mood:	tired
Music:	Slayer-Reign in blood

Well i'm at school, an its fuckin boring. I been here since 8:15 am and i don't get out till 9:30pm, an its only 5:45pm right now. Damn i never thought it would be this boring but it is. Oh well, at least i have cool classes. Right now i'm in the lab, listening to slayer, and tryin to make this interesting for whoever reads it. Not much else to do to pass the time. I really need to go buy a sack, i need a joint, NO better yet i need a Bong!! With a gigantic bowl! That would make me happie. Well thats all i have to say right now. I'm gonna go do some shit walk around some more. See if i can find some place i haven't walked yet.

Date:	2004-01-26 20:25
Subject:	nothin special
Security:	Public
Mood:	amused
Music:	Aphrodite-i got five on it

Wow i'm hella bored. Tommorow i start school. Its gonna be sweet, gonna get high, draw an take pictures all day. Man schools great. That reminds me i gotta go up to this camp ground an see if the fbi vans are still back there. Maybe it only shows up when i'm high, or maybe i was just seeing things but i swear it was an fbi van out in the middle of the forest. Damn government always tryin to get us stonrs more paranoid then we already are. Fucks up with that shit?
HAHA i was listening to Ol Dirty Bastard today haha that guy is the shit. Hes got some good tunes. Wu Tang is the shit also, but man BLACKALICIOUS that guy IS THE SHIT. Damn my life is boring. I need to go skate, get outta this fuckin house for the first time in a month. See if anythings changed since last year. Probably not tho, same damn people, same damn town. Oh well, fuck em.

Date:	2004-01-24 12:20
Subject:	its early
Security:	Public
Mood:	awake
Music:	Aphex Twin-Come to Daddy

I just woke up, an its quiet in my house. Cold too. Well i think i'm gonna go play GTA 3, til i wake up.

Date:	2004-01-19 22:56
Subject:	.....fuck!!!!
Security:	Public
Mood:	FUCKIN PISSED
Music:	System of a Down-Know

Man it Fuckin sucks having a junkie for a brother. Man whut an asshole. I just want to beat his fuckin face in!!! Stupid FUCKER. Can't just let me be, gotta bring me down with him, an the rest of the family. MAN FUCK HIM, and his fuckin self, why can't he grow up. God i can't wait to move out, just feel bad for my parents! Yeah i like being an older brother to my older brother! FUCK! Yeah lets just OD on some pills, cause i was bored. God i'm fuckin pissed!! He can't even walk or talk! FUCk! You know whut, fuck it, he dies its his problem....Its in gods hands...fuck it!

Date:	2004-01-19 14:32
Subject:	My Poem about old timers disease
Security:	Public
Mood:	blah
Music:	Deftones-Be Quiet And Drive

Now you know
What you thought you knew
Known now as you knew it
but now your new known
news is known now
Not like you knew it
but that you didn't know at all
Now new is known
And now is knew
So know what your talking about when
You talk about what you knew because
Now you know
what I thought I knew

This to all you old people with Old Timers, may you never forget......hahaha

peace

Well i had an interesting convo with some dumbass kid who thinks weed is killing me!Whut makes it worse is that hes never smoked it an thinks he knows all there is about it. But me an Shay whooped his ass! YEAH!! thats all i have to say about it. HA HA STONRS UNTIE!!!!!!!!

Peace

Date:	2004-01-18 14:57
Subject:	Have fun
Security:	Public
Mood:	artistic

have fun wiv the journal
<333 late christmas present
from loz

Date:	2004-01-18 14:47
Subject:	Hmmm---old people ARE racist or maybe it was my looks?
Security:	Public
Mood:	blank
Music:	Misfits-AngelFuck

Yeah so i was in the hardware store today buying screws an shit, so i stopped to get whut i needed. So some old lady an her husband walked up so i turned around an said hi an they both turned around an walked the other way. I didn't think much of it until i walked by some other old people an they turned around an did the same thing. I think old people are racist, or just hate me. I dunno can't figure it out, don't want to. I'm gonna go hit the bong now peace.